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There may be hope yet. There are goodies in the break room that arrived yesterday but I did not partake. I kept my eyes on the fridge when I got my lunch and just kept going. There may be hope yet.

However, this cold is kickin' my butt big time. Can't sleep more than about 2 hours at a time right after taking the meds, then I'm up all night blowing my nose. Ugh! Such a very attractive pass time. I mean, I know its bad when I wake up the dog in the middle of the night and she gives that look like, what the hell are you doing up there making all that noise! Sheese.

Need sleep. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........
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To get FAT!

It's started already. There's goodies in the break room. I have to walk past them to get to my low-cal, nutritious lunch. They call to me with their siren song and make me want to dash all my hard won weight loss on the rocks of their artery hardening, fat inducing yummieness. I've asked co-workers not to tell me that stuffs in there, but I think they're sadistic, eeevil little gnomes and want to see me stuff my face.

New pledge...I (state your name) do solemnly swear to AVOID THE BREAKROOM for the next month. Really just a mere 13 days since there's a holiday in there somewhere. I can do this, really I can.
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Well, I did better at last night's meeting than I thought. Didn't make the whole 5+ pounds, but put a big dent in it anyway (4.5) And now the rant.

There are some seriously rude people in that group. They sit and talk through the whole thing, even when asked by the leader not to. Who do they think they are? Its just common courtesy to keep your trap shut if it's not your turn to talk. What don't they get about that? Or do they just think they're so much better than the rest of us poor, struggling slobs that they don't have to follow the rules. I mean, these are adults! What the hell!

Then there's Mr. "you're not following the program anymore". I wanted to kick his teeth in when he said that. He only makes like 1 meeting a month, has only been there about 8 months, lost only 20 pounds and he's telling me I don't follow the program. What the hell was I doing for the last 2 years then? Huh!! Too bad he's a really good looking guy. And married. All the cute ones seem to be married. Oh well.

And then there's work. Lovely, dysfunctional, schizophrenic, place that I've sunk 10 years of my life in and have practically nothing to show for it, work. Ahhh! Can't even do a proper rant on this its just that screwed up.

Rant over.
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Meeting last night was crappy. Well, the meeting was good, I'm just in a bitchy mood. And the assistant group leader just rubs me the wrong way all the way around.

So, minor uphill battle for this coming week. Loose 5 1/2 pounds by Thursday so I can get back to my goal weight. Hah! Not with my current attitude. Must remember how I got there in the first place. Pre-planned meals, veggies, lots of water which really isn't a problem for me and stay out of the convenience stores! (Wawa for anybody in Pennsylvania) And of course the biggie, must start cooking for myself again.

I can do this. I really can.
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Well, I knew it was too good to be true. I seem to have reverted back to true form and am eating my way through all the trigger foods I know and love. Not good. Currently I'm blaming stress, and that is a contributor, but I'm just not wanting to practice all the good habits I thought I had developed over the course of two years.

Ugh! Don't want to be fat again. But that thought alone doesn't seem to be motivating me.

Does anybody out there have any suggestions on how to get back on the wagon. Any help would be appreciated.


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