Well, I guess I was right to worry then. Take the damn pills and just tough it out for now. At least that's what I'm telling myself too. I was rock bottom a few weeks ago and was so upset, my sister was actually crying with me on the phone. That's when I realized I was in a very bad place. Just don't do anything you might regret in a sane moment. Like cutting your hair! Hang in there, kiddo. This time of year really effects some people like that too. So, since you're in the south, maybe once it starts to warm up and get more sunny again, you'll feel better.

Be safe!